My rhime for this time

Why do I keep putting myself out there?
Why couldn't I just beware?
No wonder love becomes such a scare

Maybe I shouldn't believe in trust
And stop following my lust...

Haven't I learned my lesson yet?
I guess I just don't want to live a life in regret.

Why does it have to be so hard?
It always brings hurt, so far.

I don't want to go through this once more
I don't need it, thats for sure

Don't I deserve to be happy now?
If I do, then my question is "how"?

I'm tired of questioning everything
But that's all I can do for the time being...

I said I don't want to get heartbroken
Those words of truth were so well spoken

What hurts the most is not to know
Not feeling the love that I want you to show

Is it because it doesn't exist?
Am I by you not even missed?

Was I not afraid enough?
Or need I be even more tough?

None of this I know
That's what makes me feel so low...